Sunday, June 10, 2012

Home

I don't know how to be here. I cry all the time, over the stupidest stuff. When I was in my room for the first time, I just sat on my floor, in the middle of my room, and cried. It seems so unfair that I have a room full of possessions, a room FULL of stuff to call mine, they have a cubby. Nothing in this world is fair. It all just stinks. I want to treasure everything I own and throw everything away at the same time. I feel so emotionally confused all the time. I don't know what to feel...

Sad, because I miss them;
Angry, because they are in that position;
Guilty, because I live life so wonderfully, and I take so much of it for granted.

How can I do this?


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